Hope in the Darknes

I just want more of Jesus and less of me. My fear has locked me into so many dark places. My fear of failing those I love, of not being the wife, mother, and friend that God wants me to be. When Sam was born, it was amazing. You can't fully comprehend God's love and His sacrifice, but having your own child changes your view point. Knowing that God understands it all (the joys, the pain, you.), is amazing. I am so weak, so flawed. I can only fall at His feet and ask Him to be it all. To pick me up and lead me, in the everlasting way.

The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
He will not grow tired or weary,
and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary
and increases the power of the weak.
Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

Isaiah 40:28-31

HOPE.